Sunday, October 4, 2009

deconstruction

I'm reading about deconstruction in ENGL 401: Methods of Literary Interpretation:

This is how deconstruction works: by showing that what was prior and privileged in the old hierarchy (for instance, between creative writing and literary criticism) can just as easily seem secondary, the deconstructor causes the formerly privileged term (creative writing) to exchange properties with the formerly devalued one (literary criticism). Would we write if there were not critics -- intelligent readers motivated and able to make sense of what is written? Who, then, depends on whom?

Not everyone, however, has so readily seen the attractions of deconstruction. Two eminent critics, M.H. Abrams and Wayne Booth have observed that a deconstructive reading "is plainly and simply parasitical" on what Abrams calls "the obvious or univocal meaning" (Abrams 457-58). In other words, there would be no deconstructors if critics did not already exist who can see and show central and definite meanings in texts. Miller responded in an essay titled "The Critic as Host," in which he not only deconstructed the oppositional hierarchy (host/parasite), but also the two terms themselves, showing that each derives from two definitions meaning nearly opposite things.

From "Deconstruction and The Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man"

Thursday, October 1, 2009

listening to your parents II

I've been feeling slightly weird about how I criticized my parents for justifying themselves/their advice poorly when I was younger. I just stumbled across a possible counterpoint which has helped me gain some perspective:

But you don't give a kid the entire picture right away. First, you make damn sure he doesn't fall off the cliff. As he or she gets older, you can tell her more about mountain climbing.

Look - there's no such thing as "the entire picture". You could go on forever about the "entire picture". And I think the gun thing is a good example. You don't teach safe gun handling to a toddler. You scare the living shit out of him about even going near one first. Later, you explain how to handle one. He may feel burned that he was first taught to fear them at all costs. If he tells you of this trauma, you slap him in the head and tell him not to be such a wuss.

No, I am not entirely serious. I am burlesquing my point in order to more clearly make it.

I get this. I guess what you say to your kids really depends on what issue you're instructing them and how capable they are of understanding more complicated reasons.

Monday, September 28, 2009

Hey

I feel that there's some profound sadness in this song.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

listening to your parents

I seriously think the reason I didn't listen to my parents a lot was because they gave oversimplified justifications for a lot of their decisions and expected me to do what I was told based on the fact that they were my parents.

I like how the command "Listen to your parents." literally means *hear what your parents have to say*, but is universally taken as "Do what your parents say." Maybe it's because we used to think that if you actually listen to what your parents have to say you'll end up doing what they say. I don't know if we think this anymore. It certainly isn't true.

Even if my parents made good decisions, they gave me bogus justifications. And my parents are very good parents.

I think as a parent you know what works and what doesn't, what's good and what's not (or some approximation of it), but you don't necessarily remember why it works or why it's good -- things just become habit. So when it comes to bringing up children, it's convenient for parents to supply simple, easy to remember reasons for their kids to understand and accept or to avoid justification at all with the perennial "You'll understand when you're older./You'll thank me when you're older./Trust me./It's for your own good."

Some of my favorite justifications for things:

Don't Lie. You'll get in twice as much trouble if you do something wrong and lie about it.

Don't steal. We will find out.

Wear nice clothes. They look better./People will like you more.

Keep your mouth closed and lips together when you chew. "Smacking" is rude.

None of these reasons were ever compelling to me on a moral level.
Sorry Mom, Sorry Dad. Much love!

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

emotional overflow and misdirection

I have this feeling that I've got something really wonderful to say to somebody, but I don't know who and I don't know what.